marry go round

heheh yesterday was crazy 

i mean crazy in loling type 

we went to the park called alsh'ep park 

omg it was the craziest most fun day of my life didn't want it to end i cant speak because i lost my voice yesterday 

we went thier walked played then decided to go to play the hunted house game 

we walked into it it was soo fuckin' scary i want holding my friend and my other friend was holding me 

we saw something glow we screamed 

omg we got into this ccart that was made for 3 ppl we were 4 

i was closing my eyes my friend sumya started to scream i screamed with her not knowing what is going on later i opened my eye there was this huge humunges thing i start swearing and cursing i actually fingerd the monster 

at the end the cart suddenly stopped and my friend who have been on this ride before said its not supposed to be over by now we were kinda scared 

we saw some shadows we thought something was coming to life we started screaming turnes out it was the fixing guy omg we got so scared after we finished we went out side screamed " am free am free " 

then we sat on grass ppl started to look at us we decided to go on the marry go round but there were no guy to start it so my friend mnsory wanted to start it on her own so she did but she didnt know how to stop it  we got every kid who was in there out ( how angelic ) we heted every button that was thier finally it stoped hehehe that was crazy 

the we wonderd around got into some games then we went to the ship

heheheh the ship had a view to the high way they started it we stared screaming hi to every car that passes by then there was a police car lookin at  us like we were crazy i used my metal screaming voice sayin " die " and thats why i can not speak right now 

                                                    c.ya later 

                                                              emo doll

my lil christmas corner in my room parents that am crazy hahahaha its ok with me 

marry christmas 

can't u feel it its christmas thats why every thing is fallin a part

its official jayjay likes my friend 

not am left here to die

my mom kinda knowabout my bi.ness

i came hme angry i cried in the car i was so  broken now i know i shouldnt cry over her she can go to hell am gonna stay here and if she came back b7sh ryoolha ( an kuwaiti term of am gona cut her feet of ) ya am that mad cant i once like someone and end up happy eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh i guess its that way am not tyin to change any thing am kinda cryin andmy heart is dyin  btw speaking of hearts today was the bio test in our school the one that u do some work not just write on paper there way a cuted heart i loved lookn at it , it was so fun i did good and i loved doin goo at stu because schol is the only thing that i can do right and sometimes its the worst thing i do i dont like doin this , i dont like being like this 

                                                              XoXo 

                                                                    emo doll

just a quickie i thought i should say hapy holidays every one

nice pain and misery 

school , love and hate

hi 

long time no post jut thought i'll fill you in about me school and how is it goin 

will u see am kinda of a bi. girl so i like girls who actlike boiz or just look like them here its very normal to have girls like that  we call them boyat aka lesbian tomboys i dont know why but all i know is that i cant picture my life with a guy its just like that 

so there is this boya and se is weirdly staring at us me and my bff jn6oo and really am fallin in luv with her but all i can do is watch her look at my friend with my tears in my eyes my friend didnt know but i just told her and shy says that she is lookin at me i mean come on she is obviously lookin at u hello miss big ass u like her too and the other thing there is this other boya that i was kinda crushing on , and my frend just told me that our friend's told her that she thinks that i love yonii (wht i call that boya )right now am stuck cant move and really cant breath 

btw 2 ppl outta 3 said am scared i dont wanna die on the lhc poll so ppl what are u scared of tell me

                                                                               XoXo

                                                                                    Emo DoLl

nobody reads my stupid blog 

hahaha kinda figured it out not popular at school why should i be online idk 

so i started high school not as bas as u think i thought they were going to kick our asses but they didnt so its all gd except the sad part i dont like talking about it 

so hopefully i will blog again and hopefully someone will read it 

omg school school school ewwwwww !!!!!!!!

omg school is tomorrow my brother thinks am over reacting about the new school (high school ) my best friend aint gonna be with me so am gonna get stuck with the same old vail group of ppl topping that my annoying cousin that is joining me this year so its pretty intense am gonna try to keep my grades mostly a's but who knows . 

the thing that am sure am going to fail at in p.e aka gym class i am not athletic by my look u can say that i am way into sport coz am skinny like a stick but am not that much of a sports girl am more of a musician girl dancing keeps me in shape .

so its 5.08 9-23th so am really stressed out i look like a living dead cuz i haven't slept in over 24 hours 

high school drama

the title sounds like an episode of gossip girl .......

but i really am scared of high school

yes am a 10th grader i should be in it from last year but am not 

its the stupid educational system of kuwait 

so am most likely gona scream the day i walk throw that door 

and guess wht the girls that i strongly dislike am not gonna say hate coz for me its a big world i only use it for some ppl that r anti-emo , anti-freedom and anti-youtube (am so random)

so school starts on the 9-14th am died meet my bff failed a subject and now she is redoing the year i think i might going to help her i feel really bad about it alot of ppl i know is re-doing the 9th grade am sad 4 them some of them not all of them and some am happy that they wont be in high school with me coz they were the mean girls now lets see who kicked who's ass ...........

now i feel like a cant breath coz school is near oh dear god 

i love the lhc (i've changed my mind )

hey again i think that the world will  not be sucked into a black hole but shouldn't the kuwaiti and arabic news say something about about it apparently not they enjoy being the last to know i swear i was looking  for it in the news i ended up watching cnn i know  ............ now i think the lhc is a wonderful learning experience that am NOT willing to die for it lol

but its good to learn about thing's mass and how the universe was created ( yay more for us to study about ) geek !!!!!!

omg

omg i cant take it anymore its getting kinda of annoying when every body asks u why r u emo ? i got tired of answering so i am just ignoring it am not answering any stupid questions any more 

that was the first omg the second omg its i have to go to an social meeting at my mom's cousin house i have to go i really dont want to these ppl are so different than me i cant stand how shallow they are they are a fu*kin joke .

my biggest insecurity

i am so afraid that ppl r going to hate me or simply just make fun of me , i wonder what is it like to know ppl who are not from ur circle of friends , but thinkin of it makes me super insecure i have no self-stem . i cant really blend in thats why my public school suck i tend to speak english all the time so girls think am showing-off  but am not i just cant help it and am not stopping .am almost crying coz of this i cant really go anywhere thats why am always in or just hangin with the same ppl all the time it kinda suck but i kinda got used to it and every body thinks am kinda weird but wht is normal , maybe normal means robots , i rather be weird and different than roboty and same as every one 

                                                                                                                  xoxo

                                                                                                                     emo doll 15

THE LHC sucks

hey all were all gonna die

guess what the scientist   of uk want to make to proton whtever crash together omg it might end up creating a black hole and suckin us all but its just am experiment there not ever sure whats gonna happen omg they suck i have lost faith in every one this might kill us all i wanna bite  their heads off  man this suckes