marry go round

heheh yesterday was crazy 

i mean crazy in loling type 

we went to the park called alsh'ep park 

omg it was the craziest most fun day of my life didn't want it to end i cant speak because i lost my voice yesterday 

we went thier walked played then decided to go to play the hunted house game 

we walked into it it was soo fuckin' scary i want holding my friend and my other friend was holding me 

we saw something glow we screamed 

omg we got into this ccart that was made for 3 ppl we were 4 

i was closing my eyes my friend sumya started to scream i screamed with her not knowing what is going on later i opened my eye there was this huge humunges thing i start swearing and cursing i actually fingerd the monster 

at the end the cart suddenly stopped and my friend who have been on this ride before said its not supposed to be over by now we were kinda scared 

we saw some shadows we thought something was coming to life we started screaming turnes out it was the fixing guy omg we got so scared after we finished we went out side screamed " am free am free " 

then we sat on grass ppl started to look at us we decided to go on the marry go round but there were no guy to start it so my friend mnsory wanted to start it on her own so she did but she didnt know how to stop it  we got every kid who was in there out ( how angelic ) we heted every button that was thier finally it stoped hehehe that was crazy 

the we wonderd around got into some games then we went to the ship

heheheh the ship had a view to the high way they started it we stared screaming hi to every car that passes by then there was a police car lookin at  us like we were crazy i used my metal screaming voice sayin " die " and thats why i can not speak right now 

                                                    c.ya later 

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my lil christmas corner in my room parents that am crazy hahahaha its ok with me 

marry christmas 

can't u feel it its christmas thats why every thing is fallin a part

its official jayjay likes my friend 

not am left here to die

my mom kinda knowabout my bi.ness

i came hme angry i cried in the car i was so  broken now i know i shouldnt cry over her she can go to hell am gonna stay here and if she came back b7sh ryoolha ( an kuwaiti term of am gona cut her feet of ) ya am that mad cant i once like someone and end up happy eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh i guess its that way am not tyin to change any thing am kinda cryin andmy heart is dyin  btw speaking of hearts today was the bio test in our school the one that u do some work not just write on paper there way a cuted heart i loved lookn at it , it was so fun i did good and i loved doin goo at stu because schol is the only thing that i can do right and sometimes its the worst thing i do i dont like doin this , i dont like being like this 

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just a quickie i thought i should say hapy holidays every one

nice pain and misery 

school , love and hate

hi 

long time no post jut thought i'll fill you in about me school and how is it goin 

will u see am kinda of a bi. girl so i like girls who actlike boiz or just look like them here its very normal to have girls like that  we call them boyat aka lesbian tomboys i dont know why but all i know is that i cant picture my life with a guy its just like that 

so there is this boya and se is weirdly staring at us me and my bff jn6oo and really am fallin in luv with her but all i can do is watch her look at my friend with my tears in my eyes my friend didnt know but i just told her and shy says that she is lookin at me i mean come on she is obviously lookin at u hello miss big ass u like her too and the other thing there is this other boya that i was kinda crushing on , and my frend just told me that our friend's told her that she thinks that i love yonii (wht i call that boya )right now am stuck cant move and really cant breath 

btw 2 ppl outta 3 said am scared i dont wanna die on the lhc poll so ppl what are u scared of tell me

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